I have come to realise that I am going to miss him often and think of him every slight minute that I get to breathe, and I am going to write about him and the feelings I have carried for him for so long, but I have also come to realise that things have changed and they are not going to be the same anymore and I will have to move on with my life eventually. But because I have had those feelings for a very long time, it's also okay if they stay a little longer. It will take a little time to get used to his absence, and for those feelings to spread out into crevices of my daily life in a way where it doesn't ache anymore and I am okay with that now. Said that here I bring you most of today plus a few from earlier days of this week. Needed sunshine on my skin, some fresh air, some out and about into the world, conversations and a juice day out to feel like a human being again but here we are, she has finally arrived.
just crossed a dadu on the path at the lake, and he is listening to music of his time which means the classics and it's the sweetest thing ever! about today: the lake was beautiful as ever, 02.10.2024!
07.03.2025 EVERYTHING JUST ALIGNED, FROM THE SKIES, TO THE PEOPLE, TO THE VIBE! What a time to be alive. I have lived, loved and experienced. And I am so grateful for it. Wherever I am headed, wherever I am, I know I would be doing something right because I get to experience art like that. Nothing makes me more happier. One of the things that I have been able to do for myself is experience more. And I am forever grateful to be able to feel that. (This is not what I wanted to write last night, when I came back from his show, but today all that leaves my heart is this. Only critique I have for myself is to learn the words like they are part of my breath, for every little magic that I get to witness. I am going to do that.) I am happy. ...
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